Mou sukoshi mou sukoshi

yesterdays english test was ok I think. Hope so.
We are going to Sweden with my family in few weeks - like when I was a child.

I went for a coffee with Aleksi and wanted him to hint that I should push my energy to something useful, like studying japanese.
(and also russian, but couldn't find any book where i wouldn't have need a teacher ._.)

Then I met Eitsi at Kamppi et went for burgers with him. And for a one in William K.
Felt alive and thoughtful.
Ah I miss New York.

I came home and felt like crying, I wanted to shake some words from his mouth.
When you are harming yourself and doing it again and again there must be something wrong neeh?