Cupcakes - NOT

When I learned from Aleksi that it's always 50% FUN 50% TOTAL ULTIMATE SHIEE
.. it really is true
after a week being just hanging out and enjoying myself
I dunno what to do to my relationships
My ferret is sick and i can't afford to take her to the vet until next week
Got 'F' from math - which is super bad cause it's allowed to have only one 'F' in your paper

It feels like I'm not qualifed to live my own life right
so this weekend it's all about practising math

I miss you

This is almost too ridiculous how I just fell in love into New York. Picture entry later.
I know there is like japan-fanatics, or people who decorate their homes with Africa inspired interior.
New York is a city.. but still. I'll hang the New York Kendo textile ang the eggo waffle pack on my wall, I already did put Trixie's toy next to Shawns flag patch... I miss it so much, the walking and the noise.
I really get too easy found of things.

Now I'm alt-party. I wont say anything yet about this year's party...

That's what you get from waking up in NY

I really should sum up my New York story when I have finnished my journey.
I'm getting tired of shopping - okay my money is out anyway.
But, I met yesterday so welcoming people that I haven't ever felt like that way!
Then waking up next to Trixie purring.
I want to come back here surely, usually you go :"oh i love the architechture and nature of *some country*" .. I do with New York but also I love the people in here

Today there was a pirate in the subway, yesterday a crime fighter, and lots of people being so nice and poooh.. I should start kendo.

Why oh Why, the most beautiful...

Jeah I'm surviving New York - and it's more easy than i thought!
(Though I got lost into Central park and to inside Century 21 once...)
I have met Matt, had some awesome food, shopping, and I should still go see some museums..

Yesterday when I spent the whole crazy day with Matt - sounds cheezy but I want to live here!
He showed me so awesome stuff here that this must be my place, walking kilometers with my combat boots from manhattan to brooklyn felt so normal!
Matt has an awesome appartment and the most coolest cat, Trixie, ever! She gave me a play mouse so I wont forget her! I so have to send something to them when I come back to Finland!!
I surely have been borned to do that!
I loved to sit in the train while wathing the views of Brooklyn!
Love this city!

New York inspires me, New York is enpowering!

Tomorrow I'll go to the zoo and buy some candy
Thursday shopping
Friday Comic Con
Saturday shopping
Sunday museum
Monday shopping/museum
Tuesday the Statue of liberty, IHOP aka THE LAST SUPPER!
Wednesday packing and going away

BIG APPLE

today is the big day
i'm going to fly across the atlantic and spend som time of my own

I'm holdin naali's glasses, i have somthng towards glasses they are magical!
this next week will be

Sober by Pink

I don't wanna be that girl
organizing priorities, worth and sky high
Just wait I always bite back

yesterday we learned the new dance <3

Say Thank You

kulissi

yesterday I found myself questioning my attitude towards beauty standards, as they are getting slowly different when starting to hanging out with older people. Pressures neh?
I could stop eating.
I started to use lipstick.
I brush my hair everyday - though I still like it super messy.
But I wouldn't (or can't) use any perfumes as the only one acceptable costs 66€ ( Viktor & Rolf - flower bomb)

I like tattoos, I want to fill myself with cool pictures, colours colours, but then - I let one guy to get on my way with ink.... like what happened with my ideal that no man comes on my way... mourh..
For real, if some guy wont love me some day cause of my tattoos - that will be the type of superficial thing I don't want to deal with.

How about if there's no guys that can see underneath my skin?

Kiasma's 5th floor I want to go there with .. take pictures, lie on the floor
Yesterday I phoned him again, I do every time when I'm scared or feel sad, insecure.

Dunno.

Currently I'm a mess.

Luckily I'll have time to sort my braintubes in NYC.
Everythng is cool as long I'm getting thinner